❤ F**K ! ❤

Alot of things happened.

Well, let me put it in points.

- Fought with BFFs.
- Got hit by Daddy.
- Terserempak with AMY !! and Shah !
- Fought with ayang, again .
- Fought with Isham.
- 39 days to 'N' levels

Banyak gadoh uh.
Sorry. Can't update much right now.
Busy.
Toodles.

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❤ Goodbye people ! ❤

Dear people,
I will be very busy nowadays .
N-levels coming .
Sorry for late updates .

Oh, I'm sick .
I have TB .
That's right, Tuberculosis.

Hope you guys understand .
Take care .
Bye .

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❤ Happy Birthday, Ayang ='( ❤

What a bad gf i am.
not being the first to wish ayang happy brthday.
buat prangai.
who could blame me?
he made me mad.
i told him already, so straight-forward,
tkmo keje jaoh2.
i tk suke.
tetap nak.
and since i cnt be there today,
i wanted to make it up on tues.
since monday im nt gg to sch.
but he mati2 nk g interview keje at the lucky plaza.
wow, and he said im important.
sanggop ketepikan walaupon i tk kasy.
who am i to you anyway ?
My words may be hurtful, but your actions hurt more.
i already told you, nt far away.
you ego sgt, tknk dnga.
and u tried to use your parent's name.

Think for yourself,

make your final decision.

me or the job?

daa kahwin keje jaoh i paham urh.
nih belom, n i tknk u keje jaoh2.
penat sendiri, susah sendiri.
i tk suke, lagypn alek lambt.
so yah, you think for yourself.
im no longer in need to control you.
you daa besar kn, daa der otak sendiri.
='(
i will not control you, if tht's wht you wnt.
im not more important perh kn.
i ckp tknk dngar.
who am i to you anyway.
there's alot of jobs in wdlands.
but you wanted jaoh2, yg i tk suke.
suke hati you lah.
i ckp pon mcm you dnga gitu uh kan ?
so yah, you're own your own.

to people, i will not active these coming weeks.
firstly, exams are in one month and a half time.
barely have time for anything.
and secondly, im suspected of tuberculosis.
tmrw results.
sorry, but i dont want to get cured.
since aku hidop menyusahkn org,
i will not go to the doc, i will not eat my meds.
I'd rather die,
aman dunia ehk,
especially Ayang's.
I'm no more important.

Dearest ayang, happy birthday.

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I'm wondering why I even bother layan nih budak.
Whatever it is, it's about the truth.
hah, i cant believe you aniq.
hah, its over lah eh.
aku daa malas siak mcm nih.
you are nothing.
get the fuck off from my life.

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❤ Especially for ANIQ ! ❤

Sayang's back, and yeah.
Sayang denied evrything, and wants to prove to me.
It's official !
Someone's trying to break us up.
We all know who.

ANIQ !

Whatever it is, he's a despo !
Seriously, is there no other girl?
pompan org pon mau rampas ?
I love my sayang.
And sorry, eventhough he's like this,
I have to accept.
You are no better than him.
Don't try to make yourself look so innocent.
I had always knew it,
One word to describe you :

LIAR !

Yeah, I understand,
if you really love someone,
fight for them.
But sorry,
this is not fighting.
THIS IS RUINING MY 1 YEAR GG 2 YEARS RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SAYANG, ZACK !
Dont you ever use your fcuking brain ?
Seriously, you're making matters worse.
You know I'm alright with Zack,
yeah, maybe a few misunderstandings with him,
But you know I'm happy with him.
YOU KNOW I'M HAPPY WITH HIM !
YOU KNOW I GOT HIGH HOPES WITH HIM !
YOU KNOW I LOVE HIM !
WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO BREAK US UP ?!
ANSWER ME ANIQ !
IF YOU REALLY HAVE THE GUTS,
FACE ME AND ZACK, BRING ALONG SYAM AND MAS,
AND I'D LIKE TO HEAR FROM THEIR MOUTH.
LET'S SEE HOW MUCH OF A COWARD YOU ARE !

ANIQ, look what have you done.
you just made your life more miserable.
No wonder girls could not last long with you.
YOU'RE A LIAR !
That's why !

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❤ Believe ! ❤

I must think positive.
All of these are just lies.
These are just set-ups,
just to break me and Ayang up.
I agree that we're fading,
but I'm trying to keep it strong.
Ayang, I love you.
But we really have to talk.
Once i hear it from your mouth,
then it's a conferm set-up.
Someone's trying to break us up.
And i think i know who.
Da luh sayang.
As long as I still love you,
and you still love me,
kite tak akan pisah.
Just be strong,
kite pelan2 kayuh okayh sayang?
I believe in us,
I believe in ZaCkyLLa.
I love and miss you baby.
So very much.
Come home asap okeh sayang?

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❤ Please Come Back ❤

I can't believe this.
Lepas satu2.
Look at my tagboard.
There's this person 'Scandal Z',
look wth he said.
Sadly, Ayg's at M'sia right now.
Please, come back.
I need answers.
Just to stop these tears from flowing.
Please come back.
I'm confused right now.
These rumours all around.
Please, come back.
We need to talk.
And I missed you.
='(

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