❤ Happy Birthday, Ayang ='( ❤

What a bad gf i am.
not being the first to wish ayang happy brthday.
buat prangai.
who could blame me?
he made me mad.
i told him already, so straight-forward,
tkmo keje jaoh2.
i tk suke.
tetap nak.
and since i cnt be there today,
i wanted to make it up on tues.
since monday im nt gg to sch.
but he mati2 nk g interview keje at the lucky plaza.
wow, and he said im important.
sanggop ketepikan walaupon i tk kasy.
who am i to you anyway ?
My words may be hurtful, but your actions hurt more.
i already told you, nt far away.
you ego sgt, tknk dnga.
and u tried to use your parent's name.

Think for yourself,

make your final decision.

me or the job?

daa kahwin keje jaoh i paham urh.
nih belom, n i tknk u keje jaoh2.
penat sendiri, susah sendiri.
i tk suke, lagypn alek lambt.
so yah, you think for yourself.
im no longer in need to control you.
you daa besar kn, daa der otak sendiri.
='(
i will not control you, if tht's wht you wnt.
im not more important perh kn.
i ckp tknk dngar.
who am i to you anyway.
there's alot of jobs in wdlands.
but you wanted jaoh2, yg i tk suke.
suke hati you lah.
i ckp pon mcm you dnga gitu uh kan ?
so yah, you're own your own.

to people, i will not active these coming weeks.
firstly, exams are in one month and a half time.
barely have time for anything.
and secondly, im suspected of tuberculosis.
tmrw results.
sorry, but i dont want to get cured.
since aku hidop menyusahkn org,
i will not go to the doc, i will not eat my meds.
I'd rather die,
aman dunia ehk,
especially Ayang's.
I'm no more important.

Dearest ayang, happy birthday.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

I'm wondering why I even bother layan nih budak.
Whatever it is, it's about the truth.
hah, i cant believe you aniq.
hah, its over lah eh.
aku daa malas siak mcm nih.
you are nothing.
get the fuck off from my life.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Especially for ANIQ ! ❤

Sayang's back, and yeah.
Sayang denied evrything, and wants to prove to me.
It's official !
Someone's trying to break us up.
We all know who.

ANIQ !

Whatever it is, he's a despo !
Seriously, is there no other girl?
pompan org pon mau rampas ?
I love my sayang.
And sorry, eventhough he's like this,
I have to accept.
You are no better than him.
Don't try to make yourself look so innocent.
I had always knew it,
One word to describe you :

LIAR !

Yeah, I understand,
if you really love someone,
fight for them.
But sorry,
this is not fighting.
THIS IS RUINING MY 1 YEAR GG 2 YEARS RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SAYANG, ZACK !
Dont you ever use your fcuking brain ?
Seriously, you're making matters worse.
You know I'm alright with Zack,
yeah, maybe a few misunderstandings with him,
But you know I'm happy with him.
YOU KNOW I'M HAPPY WITH HIM !
YOU KNOW I GOT HIGH HOPES WITH HIM !
YOU KNOW I LOVE HIM !
WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO BREAK US UP ?!
ANSWER ME ANIQ !
IF YOU REALLY HAVE THE GUTS,
FACE ME AND ZACK, BRING ALONG SYAM AND MAS,
AND I'D LIKE TO HEAR FROM THEIR MOUTH.
LET'S SEE HOW MUCH OF A COWARD YOU ARE !

ANIQ, look what have you done.
you just made your life more miserable.
No wonder girls could not last long with you.
YOU'RE A LIAR !
That's why !

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Believe ! ❤

I must think positive.
All of these are just lies.
These are just set-ups,
just to break me and Ayang up.
I agree that we're fading,
but I'm trying to keep it strong.
Ayang, I love you.
But we really have to talk.
Once i hear it from your mouth,
then it's a conferm set-up.
Someone's trying to break us up.
And i think i know who.
Da luh sayang.
As long as I still love you,
and you still love me,
kite tak akan pisah.
Just be strong,
kite pelan2 kayuh okayh sayang?
I believe in us,
I believe in ZaCkyLLa.
I love and miss you baby.
So very much.
Come home asap okeh sayang?

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Please Come Back ❤

I can't believe this.
Lepas satu2.
Look at my tagboard.
There's this person 'Scandal Z',
look wth he said.
Sadly, Ayg's at M'sia right now.
Please, come back.
I need answers.
Just to stop these tears from flowing.
Please come back.
I'm confused right now.
These rumours all around.
Please, come back.
We need to talk.
And I missed you.
='(

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Bad, bad dream ! ❤

Some dreams are better off not being true.
I had a bad dream yesterday.
Which resulted me to making up in tears.
My dream goes like this :

I just came bck home.
Mom looks bothered by something.
Then Opah came.
All drowned in tears.
When Mom saw Opah, she cried.
Opah then ask Mom what's wrong.
Then mama cried , and said Dad passed away.
I burst into tears, cried so hard.
Surprisingly, Ayang was there.
And I hugged Ayang so tight and cried.

I woke up to find out i was crying.

Then, Dad was online today.
I talked to Dad, asked how was he.
He said not too bad.
I felt like crying.
Come back please Daddy.
So All of us can be happy.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Happy Birthday To ME ! ❤

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME !
My day turns out so bery the happy ya know !
Got some presents, ENJOY !
Camwhored alot.
ENJOY the pics.
Too tired to post so many.
Update later aights !

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤