❤ That's Pure Bullshit ! ❤

Fuckin bullshit sia.
It's so not making any sense!
Take results also must follow uh ?
Bullshit sia.
Think what?
I small kid isit.
I fuckin pissed off sia.
Seriously, what do they take me for?
I'm not a small kid.
Im already 16 !
Takkan nk amek results pon kene ikot perh ?
Mepek siak.
It's fucking not making any sense !

Well, I'm taking my results today.
Meet gfs too.
But mood totally spoil sia.
Some people really have no brain at all !

❤ Yours truly, Eyla ❤

There's so much to talk about.
I didn't have any time to update as I gotta catch up so many things in life.
I'll just update how life's going now.

BABYGIRLS.
My babygirls are all so busy with work.
Everything's falling apart.
I miss all those times and memories together.
I hope for the better though.

Mal's all stressed up about this matmotor?
For the first time ever?
I actually laughed about it.
Sorry Mal baby,
it's just surprising!
But hey, forget about the jerk.
Don't rush.
Your prince will come around one day, =)

Ice is in her fantasy world between herself and Farley.
A.K.A Airpork
Well, she dont realize that we're all mad at her.
because she freakin' forget about us.
I just hope one day she'll come to her senses.

& Redha?
She appears, then disappear.
STANDARD !
She's in her fantasy world too, as always.
Well, I really gotta work next year,
to pay her back what I owed.
$ 146 left . GOSH!

Besides all these going around,
I want you girls to know that I am always here.
Even if you forget me.
I'll be here for you girls aite !

Well, we're meeting up this coming Friday,
which is also the release of our N-levels results.
Gonna cherish this moment so much.

FAMFAM.
Me and my family are getting closer than ever.
And since I'm not working nor schooling now,
it made it easier for us to bond closer.
Mom and dad ain't that bad, i guess.
Mom's still a nag though, but pure gerek.
Dad's in his work lately.
Overtime?
Somehow i don't think so.
Oh well, siblings remained the same.
Same old noisy and irritating fellows.
As usual.

AYANGBABY.
Yes, it's been hard for us, I know.
And i know, I've been not understanding enough.
but you didnt make the time for me.
You don't realize how hard it is for me.
It's hard okay baby.
And it hurts especially when you get mad,
and hurl vulgarities at me.
I really hurts alot.
I really love you baby,
with all my heart.
But if you dont change the situation,
I dont think I'm your bride baby.
So please change the situation.

I see your efforts though,
You're going to M'sia for 5 days.
You would have gone for 2 weeks if I didn't freakout.
Well, you wouldn't be there for me when I take my results.
Sad, but its okay.
You made the effort to meet me up tomorrow before going to M'sia.
That's very nice of you.
Thank you baby.
Imma hug you tight.
I'll miss you.

EYLA.
Well, my medication for TB is going to end soon.
YAY ! Yucky meds .
But other sickness are coming up, like heartburn and migrains.
It hurts so much.
I keep getting these when Ayangbaby get me all stressd up.
Dont know why.
Still the same old me, no difference.
Except now, I think I get emotional too fast.
Period i guess.
Oh and I so need that cute small black backpack !
$20 please baby ?
Well, can't wait for this Friday and tomorrow.
Gotta go now.

Yours truly,
EYLA

❤ F**K ! ❤

Alot of things happened.

Well, let me put it in points.

- Fought with BFFs.
- Got hit by Daddy.
- Terserempak with AMY !! and Shah !
- Fought with ayang, again .
- Fought with Isham.
- 39 days to 'N' levels

Banyak gadoh uh.
Sorry. Can't update much right now.
Busy.
Toodles.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Goodbye people ! ❤

Dear people,
I will be very busy nowadays .
N-levels coming .
Sorry for late updates .

Oh, I'm sick .
I have TB .
That's right, Tuberculosis.

Hope you guys understand .
Take care .
Bye .

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Happy Birthday, Ayang ='( ❤

What a bad gf i am.
not being the first to wish ayang happy brthday.
buat prangai.
who could blame me?
he made me mad.
i told him already, so straight-forward,
tkmo keje jaoh2.
i tk suke.
tetap nak.
and since i cnt be there today,
i wanted to make it up on tues.
since monday im nt gg to sch.
but he mati2 nk g interview keje at the lucky plaza.
wow, and he said im important.
sanggop ketepikan walaupon i tk kasy.
who am i to you anyway ?
My words may be hurtful, but your actions hurt more.
i already told you, nt far away.
you ego sgt, tknk dnga.
and u tried to use your parent's name.

Think for yourself,

make your final decision.

me or the job?

daa kahwin keje jaoh i paham urh.
nih belom, n i tknk u keje jaoh2.
penat sendiri, susah sendiri.
i tk suke, lagypn alek lambt.
so yah, you think for yourself.
im no longer in need to control you.
you daa besar kn, daa der otak sendiri.
='(
i will not control you, if tht's wht you wnt.
im not more important perh kn.
i ckp tknk dngar.
who am i to you anyway.
there's alot of jobs in wdlands.
but you wanted jaoh2, yg i tk suke.
suke hati you lah.
i ckp pon mcm you dnga gitu uh kan ?
so yah, you're own your own.

to people, i will not active these coming weeks.
firstly, exams are in one month and a half time.
barely have time for anything.
and secondly, im suspected of tuberculosis.
tmrw results.
sorry, but i dont want to get cured.
since aku hidop menyusahkn org,
i will not go to the doc, i will not eat my meds.
I'd rather die,
aman dunia ehk,
especially Ayang's.
I'm no more important.

Dearest ayang, happy birthday.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

I'm wondering why I even bother layan nih budak.
Whatever it is, it's about the truth.
hah, i cant believe you aniq.
hah, its over lah eh.
aku daa malas siak mcm nih.
you are nothing.
get the fuck off from my life.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Especially for ANIQ ! ❤

Sayang's back, and yeah.
Sayang denied evrything, and wants to prove to me.
It's official !
Someone's trying to break us up.
We all know who.

ANIQ !

Whatever it is, he's a despo !
Seriously, is there no other girl?
pompan org pon mau rampas ?
I love my sayang.
And sorry, eventhough he's like this,
I have to accept.
You are no better than him.
Don't try to make yourself look so innocent.
I had always knew it,
One word to describe you :

LIAR !

Yeah, I understand,
if you really love someone,
fight for them.
But sorry,
this is not fighting.
THIS IS RUINING MY 1 YEAR GG 2 YEARS RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SAYANG, ZACK !
Dont you ever use your fcuking brain ?
Seriously, you're making matters worse.
You know I'm alright with Zack,
yeah, maybe a few misunderstandings with him,
But you know I'm happy with him.
YOU KNOW I'M HAPPY WITH HIM !
YOU KNOW I GOT HIGH HOPES WITH HIM !
YOU KNOW I LOVE HIM !
WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO BREAK US UP ?!
ANSWER ME ANIQ !
IF YOU REALLY HAVE THE GUTS,
FACE ME AND ZACK, BRING ALONG SYAM AND MAS,
AND I'D LIKE TO HEAR FROM THEIR MOUTH.
LET'S SEE HOW MUCH OF A COWARD YOU ARE !

ANIQ, look what have you done.
you just made your life more miserable.
No wonder girls could not last long with you.
YOU'RE A LIAR !
That's why !

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤