❤ Believe ! ❤

I must think positive.
All of these are just lies.
These are just set-ups,
just to break me and Ayang up.
I agree that we're fading,
but I'm trying to keep it strong.
Ayang, I love you.
But we really have to talk.
Once i hear it from your mouth,
then it's a conferm set-up.
Someone's trying to break us up.
And i think i know who.
Da luh sayang.
As long as I still love you,
and you still love me,
kite tak akan pisah.
Just be strong,
kite pelan2 kayuh okayh sayang?
I believe in us,
I believe in ZaCkyLLa.
I love and miss you baby.
So very much.
Come home asap okeh sayang?

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Please Come Back ❤

I can't believe this.
Lepas satu2.
Look at my tagboard.
There's this person 'Scandal Z',
look wth he said.
Sadly, Ayg's at M'sia right now.
Please, come back.
I need answers.
Just to stop these tears from flowing.
Please come back.
I'm confused right now.
These rumours all around.
Please, come back.
We need to talk.
And I missed you.
='(

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Gadooooh Lagy ? ❤

Ayang really turned me down yesterday.
Yes, it's really surprising when he came surprisingly.
He played boxing, catching ( mcm bdk2 kan ? ) , and I trimmed his brows.
Then, everything started to turned sour.
He wanted to go fetch Sarah, his babysister, at Admiralty.
Okay i admit I was wrong, I was late.
I'm sorry about that.
But it's partly Sarah's fault too.
She didn't wait nor tried to find Ayg.

Then, Ayg sent me home.
Then I told him to wait because I wanted to go out again to buy food.
Then he threw his cap so suddenly.
I said, lau tk ikhlas nk ikot, g alek je.
He said, asl tady tk g beli?
I raised my voice, tk cukop duit.
Then I just went in the house.
But my selera hilang already.
So i go out, salam him and tell him to go home,
since I don't want to eat already.
Then I just go in the house.
Less that a minute, I went out.
To check if he really went.
And he did.

Then, I called him to tell him that I'm checking the letterbox.
Then I just hung up.
Then he called bck and membebel.
Then I said I just called to say I'm checking the letterbox aje.
Then he said, go ahead uh, I TK KESAH !
Okayh, that's one.
He said me bullshit and stuff, okayh, fine.
Then, after membebel, he hung up.

Then I waited for him to call me.
I didnt went out at all.
I sat in my room, holding bck my tears.
Then suddenly he msged me,
And these were his exact words.

NIE SMUE U NYE PSL.
NOW I NYE LINE DAA KENE TARIK.
N I GADOH NGN AYAH.
NW I DAA TKLE KLUA.
THANKS EHK.
IS THIS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT?

Yuhp, exact words.
My fault, my fault, everything's my fault.
your bday present?
or is this mine?
yeah, its okay.

Then, we tried to talk things out.
but it turned out worse.
I told him, idc whts his reason, my bdae, he's nt there, we're over.
I mean, seriously, It saddens me.
This is going to be the first time I'll be celebrating my birthday outside.
And you're not there?
How would you expect me to feel ?
And then he said we mmg ader pape, but tkder ikatan.
PEH SEDIH !
And I said, what's up with all those sontot?
He said, he thoguht nie smue stakat keje je?
I gt so sad, heartbroken seyh.
Then his dad gt out already, and he had to put dwn.
Ish, then I got really sad.
And cried and cried and cried.
And I didn't want to talked to him anymore.

I action tido, but I knew he called.
But I didn't want to talk to him.
ME TOO SAD !
But today, he apologised.
And want to take me go movies.
We'll see how it goes.
I'll update later.

Baby Ice pon gt problem.
About her 'boy',
WHAT AN ASSHOLE !
SERIOUSLY?!
Well, we'll wait and see.
I need to go meet up this guy.

I'm still thinking whether to celebrate.
I don't feel like celebrating my brithday.
So devastated.
I'll update later.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Happy, Happy Today ! ❤

I got my hair rebonded last Thursday,

with GIRLFRIENDS !

Then, we went to town.

Edited some pictures ( above ).

Today, Opah came.

And treated my whole family to the movies.

i wanted to watch 'Drag me to hell',

but no one wanted to watch with me.

Ayang couldn't follow because Ayah's coming home today from hospital.

But Opah wanted him to follow.

*SMILES*

But last minute, Afiq ( babybrother ) wanted to watch with me.

He's 11 and love violence.

But Opah already bought the tickets.

And we had to watch 'Land of the lost'.

Can say mepek lah the cite.

But what the heck.

Thanks Opah!

I missed Sayang.

Can we go watch 'Drag me to hell' one day?

PLEASE ! ( cute, teary eyes )

Ayang just laughed, and said,

" So no ring for birthday ? "

AWW !

And I said, " Both lah, Ok ? Syg you! "

And he just laughes, and said see how.

Okay !

I love you, baby.

❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤

❤ Disasterous ! ❤

Everything's ruining.
My stupid hair cannot straight.
Spent 188 bucks for this shit !
Fcuk that rebond hair shop.

Thw weather sucks.
I hope by birthday the weather's okayh.
Please.

Conflict between Ayang and bbygirl, Ice.
Why can't you guys understand each other ?!
It's my fcuking birthday,
and maybe you guys ain't coming,
because you're mad at each other?
What shit is this?!
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY !
Might as well I celebrate alone siaa.

Ice, let it go.
Yes, what he said was unacceptable.
But I forgave him.
So, you must let it go girl.
And he refered it to me, not you.
So why take it to heart?
Just let it go please.

Sayang, don't take it to heart lah.
You know how Ice is.
Let it be lah.
Anyway, You should understand why she's like this.
I'm her friend, and she cares.
But please, let it go.

Guys, please make my birthday happen for me.
I don't want any conflicts and stuff.
Please.
You guys should really understand each other.
Seriously.



❤ E ☆ Y ❤ L ☆ A ❤